How does that feel baby?

Sister came home this weekend. Went to zoo on Sunday after many hours of quarreling by the parents beforehand. Saturday night I went to Melissa's and chilled with some of her friends. I also discovered that people would rather lie to me as if I were a naive fool than tell me the honest truth. I, as you know, am not a fool. And I hate when people think they're pulling a "fast one" on me because I am really intuitive. Lets see, Friday I went to Connie's house (yes, working backwards, I know). That was a lot of fun. Met some funny people, swam in a built in pool( which was cool) and felt the rush of knowing that school would end soon and that's what my summer days will be like..hopefully. I don't know..I kinda wish I were going to Greece so I can get out of this crazyness with all my whirlwind emotions. People suck. Families, friends, it's all a lot of upkeep. You need to pick the weeds out and plant new flowers each year. But...enough of my garden analogy. This is my way of delaying the inevitable. I have a research paper due in Earl's on Friday, and of course I chose the most obscure thing to find an opposing view about. Now, I am too stubborn to change it. At least we are going to the library again tomorrow. Hmm.. I wonder if the exam will be hard. Oh well, I have basically given up. I am so sick of school. Nah! I can't give up. I have to get a high GPA so I can get into a school far from here. Oh, what else is pissing me off..yeah, there was a headline on CNN asking if the public thought that new movie "Saved" (which I REALLY want to see) is Anti- Christian and if making Anti- Christian remarks were appropriate. WHAT THE HELL!! The KKK burns Jews in effigy and this movie is getting flack? This country needs to prioritize....pick their battles as they say. I don't know...I just don't know. Oh well...I just wish all my senior friends the BEST of luck in whatever you choose to do. Have fun, live long, and prosper. HAHAHA. Later...I promise to update more frequently...well, when school is out. Damn! that reminds me. I have to practice my guitar. I swear, my teacher is going to shoot me. GoodBye folks
Georgianna

# posted by George | 1:14 PM |

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Oh I forgot about a couple things....I haven't gone clothes shopping in the longest time, so for summer my dad gave me his credit card...and for $260, I have literally almost nothing to show for it....I hate money! And I hate the price of clothing! Oh, and I don't think I am running for Student Council Sec anymore...my ego has been bruised.....I got all my flyers taken away from me in the office when I went to get them post marked....one cuz it said Frickin and the other cuz it said Nuts....I hate those bitches in the office....hell, our whole school is run by NAZI's....that's all my ranting for now....byebyebye

# posted by George | 7:41 PM |

Hmm...it's been so long since I've written last, that I just saw the new template. Well, prom was last night and I didn't go. I figured I wouldn't have a date, and I mean it is a stupid tradition with many people going just to get laid, but I dunno...maybe I like stupid school traditions more than I let on. Today I did absolutely nothing. I sat around in my out showerlessness and watched TV. Grr..that pisses me off...I just didn't feel like doing anything and that kinda shit makes me mad. I have decided to make a schedule of all the things I need to get accomplished daily. I really have to get back to my Lifestyles routine and call the places I applied at. I will, I just am ecstatic that summer is near. I just am sad to see some of my senior friends go. I really hope one of them will give me a ticket to graduation. I think it's an honor for a SENATOR to want to come to our school. All those nay sayers and Republicans, think of him as a senator and not a presidential candidate. I read what Mr. Lennox said in the Blade and it made me laugh. If you haven't read it yet, it was in Saturday's front page. Anyways, the 'rents are fighting again cuz my dad is overly prideful and my mother is too sensitive. I just can't wait to get out of this house and go to college. If not for a good education, then for my sanity. I have so many emotions going through me and some of them have to do with my parents and some have to do with school and some with my social life. Elaine asked me if I was in love and I told her it would be stupid for me to be in love with someone who doesn't love me back. And I mean, I don't know...I'm 16..gonna be 17, I would seem foolish to say that a crush might be love, but I just don't know...what can I say? I am a melodramatic teenager. I will try to write more regularly, but for now I will leave you with a song..just kidding...I can't think of one to put. Goodnight all
Georgianna
"Come what may, come what may, come what may....I will love you until my dying day"-Moulin Rouge Ewan and Nicole

# posted by George | 7:17 PM