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Dezined By Steve Andrews
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How does that feel baby?Tuesday, August 31, 2004
School today,eh. I really hate speech and theater. It makes me wanna cry. TAG pissed me off...mostly one person who always does things to irritate me. I didn't even feel like a youth leader even though I spent a week of my summer training for it. I have my first appointment with a therapist on thursday. Last year I went to family counseling once or twice with the parents, but it was more like couples counseling. Now it's the real thing. It's not a psychiatrist though, so no Prozac for George. Just someone to talk to about my problems I guess. I'll tell you how that goes on Friday. Can't wait for the weekend. WOO
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posted by George |
11:57 PM
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Monday, August 30, 2004
SCHOOL! It's no longer cool. I am stressed out already, and we're not even into the first full week. That's not a good sign of what's to come in this year. I am already spending so much money that I DON'T have, so that means I definitely need to call and get my job back. I will only work on the weekends, but that means I won't have a life. Oh well...college applications are expensive. I am already thinking about prom expenses and all that special senior jazz that we need to purchase. I also have ZERO blow off classes, except for speech and theater but that class just makes me want to blow my brains out. I am with all freshmen and they act like they're fucking five years old. What else do I need to vent about....oh yeah, I am worried that if I take my job back I will lose touch with all my friends, but it is senior year and the probability of seeing them on a regular basis next year is slim to none, so should I even bother? I know I am a bit bitter about these things. Oh well, I have been feeling bipolar for a while now. HaHa. In school I will be in the greatest moods ever, and then I'll come home and just want to cry. I dunno...maybe it's PMS. Can't always blame it on my womanhood though. I need to figure out where I'm going to college and get some money for this year and I will be set. I also have to get my parents moving on planning my trip to Greece and Germany this summer with a few of my friends. At least I know of one friend (CONNIESUE!) who is definitely going with me. It's awesome, lemme tell ya. Ok, well I am off to study for my vocab quiz. Thanks for listening to me rant.
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posted by George |
10:53 PM
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Monday, August 23, 2004
My sister has moved back home, and it hasn't bothered me yet. It's actually kind of nice to have someone to talk to all the time. On Saturday, I went to Office Max with my mommy and she spent 30 bucks buying me freakin school supplies. No joke! It's all paper and pencils and shit like that. Then my aunt and cousins got to my grandmas from Kalamazoo. So I headed over to her house while my two aunts, uncle and grandma were at church and just chilled with the cousins. When the fam came back from church, we decided to go to Mancy's for dinner. My mom, dad, and sister met us there and we just had a hoot and a holler. Reminiscing and laughing so loud that I thought we were gonna get kicked out. Then my cousins and I went to Tim Hortons to get some TASTY iced caps. Then back to the grams house for half an hour. At around 1045 we left for Elaine's and then Steve's and were back by one. Sunday morning, I met a hot hot waiter at Cafe Marie's. It was his first day. My cousin Veronica called him a pathological liar cuz he had all these kinda farfetched stories. Oh, and on Sunday I also finished my essays, thanks to my mom's ritalin. Ha..I honestly think I have ADD. I have a doctors app. to see if it is so. Then today I went to Connie Sue's faja's for a bondfire with the gang. It was fun talking to everyone. Then I went to Taco Bell to get some soft tacos, and who should I run into but Christin, Dani and Katelyn. They were having a party and a half so I went with it. It was fun. Tomorrow I have to wake up at like 630 to be at the high school by 7. It's mad crazy, but it'll make me go to bed early tomorrow night. I am so excited for school! Especially lunch cause all my friends are in it. Well I am gonna go watch a movie, prolly U571.....hot hot boys.
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posted by George |
10:28 PM
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Friday, August 20, 2004
Humph. I am quite vexed. I am so stressed out. I am trying to help my mommy out with getting the house ready for my sister, but it feels like nothing is good enough. I'm so scared because my mom is in and out of the hospital because they're running tests. I mean, I think she is playing dumb with me because she is telling me that she doesn't know what they are looking for. I have an added worry-facter. My aunt had breast cancer for 7 years and she and her husband didn't tell either of there sons. And for 7 years, they were oblivious that their mommy was dying. So finally they found out when their dad called them( they were studying in England) and told them to come home cause their mom was in the hospital dying. So, now I have this underlying paranoia; thinking that ok, maybe mom is keeping things from me. But, I am sure it's nothing, cuz my mom has always been up front with me. I am also freaking out about my english papers and their lack of completion. I think this is gonna be a very stressful final week. I will be crying a lot, I can guarantee you that much. I am just glad that I have people to hold me when I feel like slitting my wrists. haha. Today was a pretty good day. I went to bed at 5:30am and woke up at 8:30 for link leader meeting. I really really don't wanna do a boxer short race. That would embarrass the hell out of me. I'll deal though. Anyways, I am excited, so excited, to get this next school year underway. It'll be good. Watch, I have these high hopes and this year will be my worst one yet. I am superstitious...I think like the Chinese, if you think too highly of something, bad will come to it. Well, I am gonna go work on my essay at 1am. I am a sad woman!
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posted by George |
12:41 AM
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
And a special shout out goes out to my friend Darryl. Now stop your bitchin
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posted by George |
10:15 PM
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Ahh yes! I have finally finished book number one! And I am 100 pages in book number two. At this rate, my work will be done two weeks after it's due. I don't know what's wrong with me. Seriously. I can't commit to anything. For example, I was taking this medicine and when my perscription was out, I didn't bother to get it refilled. My mom says I am fucking with my immune system and I can't make myself care enough to do anything. I also have to quit guitar because, no joke, I am as bad as I was the first day I had lessons. My poor dad is also out like $350. I don't know. I am gonna work on my paper tomorrow and maybe later tonight. I have been going to bed between like 4-6 and waking up between 1-3. It's a good thing that I have link-crew tomorrow at 9am. It will get my ass in gear. I'm kind of excited about this new year. It will make me keep some sort of routine. For some reason, I can't wait to go to english and discuss books. You don't have to tell me, I already know I am the weirdest creature on earth. english also scares me because it seems like none of my friends are going to be in it. Everyone has 1st hour. But like all my friends have my lunch hour. That makes me happy. Anyways, I am currently watching the Prince and Me, so I am going to go. If anyone wants to hang out with me, just give me a call( the cell is back in service)! Much love my friends
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posted by George |
8:51 PM
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
So, I am stressing about English and my lack of reading. I have about 115 pages left of Great Expectations and then I have to read Jane Eyre. I am so screwed. I don't know how to turn down my friends and stay home to read. Hell, I don't want to do that! I've decided that I will set aside some time this weekend to finish G.E. and write that damn essay. Then, and only then, will I start on book #2. And of course I can't do anything tomorrow night because my dad is making me stay home and watch the opening of the Olympics. How sad is that? It's kinda cute though. I am pissed because my plans for the Warped Tour fell through. I guess I could still go, but since all my friends just recently backed out, it put me in a tight spot. Oh well, I am going to the boat races in Toledo, and saving money. I am suprisingly excited for this new school year to start. I just hope that I like all my teachers and the kids in my classes. I know that I am likely to have a few of the dumbasses in my world studies or law class. Oh and I am gonna be stuck with all juniors in my Chem class..but oh well. I gotta call some of my old friends and get reacquanted with them. I heard that Amanda Borton was moving and changed all her phone numbers...i hope she stays at Bedford. She didn't even call me to tell me her new numbers or anything. Oh yea, I really have to go get myself a new charger..I might be missing the most important calls of my life because my cell phone's dead!!! haha..doubtful, but it's something like that. So if anyone has left me a message, and I haven't returned your call, it's because I don't know that you called or I don't know your number...I don't hate you. HAHA..well most of you. Ahh! I can't believe that it's my last year in high school! Scary, yet, relieving. I have to apply to State this weekend too so I can go to my counselor on monday with the counselors page. Very frightening. I don't take rejection easily. I was also thinking, this is the year where everyone is going to be saying where they are going and what they are going to do. So, what if someone who I have always thought myself smarter than gets into a college that I applied to and I don't? I think this year is going to be emotional for people like me who take these things somewhat personal. I just gotta get over it and be happy with who accepts me. Well, I am gonna go and help my mother paint the baseboards in my sister's room..because she is coming home for good the 21st...well, until she chooses a grad school and applies there.**joy**
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posted by George |
4:17 PM
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
yeah, i know that i don't have a comment board, so no one can tell me if they have a class with me...but just humor me:
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posted by George |
11:12 AM
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
So, tomorrow is registration day and I am so scared. I really want to know who will be in my classes this year. I don't know exactly if I am worried about not having any friends in lunch. Other years I would become paralyzed with fear just imagining myself sitting by myself at lunch, being laughed at. Yeah, so I have discovered that I don't have much self esteem. I thrive on being funny so as to have people like me. I really try so hard not to have any bad days at school so that I won't lose friends. Weird, huh? I guess I should say to myself that real friends would understand that I am going to have bad days and be in bad moods. Anyways, I have been reading other people's blogs and they're all saying how much people and themselves have changed, for the good and the bad, and I totally agree. Not neccessarily for myself, but I have some friends who have gone through the most dramatic changes, and it's like, well- should I have changed so drastically? I know that I have grown and learned so much about people and myself. Some things I like and some things are just too weird and piss me off. The state that the world is in pisses me off. KERRY FOR PRESIDENT. Umm...what else...I just wish I could make a difference in my friends lives', in the world, and in my family life. Damn! I missed the Monroe County Fair because I was in Charlevoix. It was pretty fun though. I really wanted to see the sheep and pigs. I have never even been to a fair or anything fun like that. I am so unamerican, well culturally speaking. Anyways, my mom is making me get off, but I will be sure to make my blogs more like my bowel movements...regular . Much Love
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