|
:: Archives :: 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
:: About Me ::
Tell Everone a bit about yourself here. :: Blogs I Read ::
:: Suggested Websites ::
:: Pictures ::
:: More Cool Stuff ::
Dezined By Steve Andrews
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
How does that feel baby?Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Well I worked tonight. Thankyou ladies and gents for staying away from Subway this evening(for the most part). It wasn't too busy and me Ashley and Amanda danced and sang and laughed the whole night. It was fun. I wonder if Laguna Beach is REALLY reality. I think it's staged and these people are actors. That's my theory. So today was pretty good. I went to IHOP with a bunch of my friends and then I went home to sleep. I slept for like an hour but it felt so good. Everyone keeps asking me what's wrong. It's nothing more than my baby dying. I'm good other than that and I just wish people would..stop worrying I guess. I love it that they worry and it makes me feel special but I'm fine. OOH and we had a kick ass party in English. We watched the rest of Young Frankenstein (HILARIOUS) and ate an assload of food! No joke. Alycia brought in soup and sandwitches, everyone brought in cookies and drinks, and Linda brought in wanton soup. That's fricken awesome! OOh tomorrow I get to go to Kalamazoo and spend time with my FAVORITE cousin. Her birthday's coming up. I think I will buy her a card before we go up. Well, that's all for now. I am coming back on Friday and then I can chill cuz I don't work til Sunday night. I will write about my trip later. See ya
#
posted by George |
9:25 PM
|
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Well...it's been weird. I went to bed at 6:30 yesterday cuz I have been in dire need of more sleep. Upon waking up at 6:30 today, I had a pretty good day. I did well academically and we watched Young Frankenstein in English which is sooo funny. I am incredibly sad though. My baby, my Princess, the kitty who's been with me since 1st grade (or 2nd i forget) is dying. The vet called yesterday cuz they took her in to shave her since she's long haired and she had lost a lot of weight in less than a month. So they did blood work, and she has a tumor in her abdomen. They called yesterday and said that her liver cell count is sky high and then they called today and said she can
#
posted by George |
1:26 PM
|
Thursday, November 18, 2004
I could feel it from the beginning. Pressure mounting on my shoulders, chest, and heart. I have been so stressed and under so much pressure. I know that if I sigh, I will implode, or break down crying in the middle of the congested hallways at school. I feel like everyone is watching me, expecting something from me that I can't give them. There's so much pressure. I want to do better with everything: more housework, more schoolwork, more friend time, more money-making time, more volunteering, and most of all I would just like some time for me, for my sanity. Where can all this time come from? I just wish that someone would come take this psychological burden from me and tell me that it'll be alright. I had a real real scare today. I have exceeded the 4-week time frame to get in the $200 deposit to hold your spot at MSU. I PANICKED and cries and panicked and cried. Then my mom called and the lady wanted to talk to me. She said that there was a grace period and since I lost my code, that they're mailing me another one and that the spot is still mine. That felt good to know, but why on earth did I wait so long? Is it some subconcious thing? Did I think maybe that by not completing everything, I could put off the inevitable? We're all going to leave, blah blah blah.... Now is the time to decide who you really want to spend your last few precious moments with and take charge. I really need to!! I know I do, but there is just not enough hours in a day. Jenny said it best when she said that everyone is feeling the same stress and the same pressure right now, that no one can stop and help one another.(wise words jenny). I know that all the pressure will ease up in a while. I wish senior year were easier. I mean, my classes are hard and I pray to God that the teachers will ease up second semester or I learn how to manage stress better. As for the other stuff...I just hope that you all realize how much you mean to me even though we don't hang out that often. I need to have a treat day with Christin at her Subway, I wish I could go see my girl Heather in her play, I wish that Elaine and I would hang out on the weekends instead of just seeing one other at school. I wish I could do all the fun things with LC that I want to do. I just need more time. I need to make time and grr...I don't know. I'm bitching, yet I have my health, and the love of family and friends. So many people have it worse than I do...ok.....WOOOSAAHHH WOOOOOSAHHH *tugs at earlobes*. I'm gonna be happy and giddy at school as always...just do me one favor. If I have one bad day where I am hard to be around, forgive it and know that it doesn't happen that often. I am gonna try and be nicer to my family too. Ahh....so many New Year's resolutions...hahahahaha
#
posted by George |
7:22 PM
|
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
I put it off long enough so I am finally updating this fucker....
#
posted by George |
5:33 PM
|
Saturday, November 13, 2004
This weekend has been pretty fun. Friday I hung out with Laura and we went to McDonalds and Target. She was leaving for Fall Weekends (I hope you're having fun!!!!!) and so I went home. I wanted to sleep before I left for work but I ended up watching TV and stuff. Then I worked 4-9 and went to Steve's. It seemed like hell broke loose. Some people trying to be hard asses and a lot of seran wrap equals trouble. Now everyone is mad at me for some reason. I'm not trying to be like all pathetic and begging for sympathy, but I always, since I can remember, seem to be the scapegoat. Chelsie's mad at me, Elaine's not mad at any of the other 4 people involved, just me. Grr... it really melts my cheese. And it was only supposed to be a harmless joke among good friends. YEAH RIGHT. It turned into a full on war, equipped with a gun! HaHa. Well that's all for now. Tonight was OK. I worked 4-11 and got to drive Jon's BMW after work. Eh, it wasn't really that special. I hope tomorrow goes by slowly cuz I have to do some reading for English and studying for Chemistry and Biology. Goodnight friends, Romans, Countrymen. ( Although I have a limited number of friends at this present time)!!
#
posted by George |
9:15 PM
|
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Today was a half day and I definitely spent it at the mall. Oh lord, do I need a million dollars STAT! I can't wait til Christmas. People are giving me ideas on what to buy them already. It's very exciting. Every Christmas I always worry that I won't have enough money to buy everyone something so I have to start now...hehe :) yeah, so that was fun. Me, Jessie and Connie originally went to the mall and we met up with Steve before the mall at TB. Then Chelsie and Darryl came and we had a gay ole time. I was there from 11-2:15. I did get a cool MSU shirt from Finish Line. Oh, and yesterday my friend Stacey highlighted and lowlighted my hair. I like it, she wants to take the lowlights darker cuz she says they don't stand out enough. I dunno..they're growing on me. Speaking of which, I have to dry my hair...hmm..yeah TAG tuesday started out fun but then things happened to make me frusterated and angry, but I'm over it now. Shouldn't spend too long dwelling on the things of the past. That's my motto...haha not really. I always dwell on stuff. HAHA. But not this. So my computer got RAMmed hard today. It's a bit faster now. BRB i have to dry the hair...ok, I'm back. Yeah, so I'm getting my wisdom teeth in and they hurt so bad. I am on the phone right now making an appointment with an oral surgeon. Yippee. I wonder what LC is doing right now... Hmm I haven't talked to her for a while. There's not much to talk about. Oh, I got a B on the Bio test that I was so sure I got an A on..dammit all to hell! Well I think I am gonna go wait for my mom to get home so I can go to the church since my sister took our car to class. Bye bye bye
#
posted by George |
1:46 PM
|
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Ahh, I have gotten some interesting calls from an inebriated friend. It's so funny. Hmm, what has been going on? Let's see, last night I went to a kick ass concert in Cleveland. It was The Used. OMG it was a blast. I was on the floor and it was so crowded and crazy. Ahh but it was fun. I haven't done anything really exciting. Well, the asshole is our president again. I guess that's somewhat exciting. Tonight I worked and this morning I took my dad out to lunch because it's his birthday Sunday. The big 4-5! Work was slammed! Crazyness let me tell you. It's been worse though. Then I went over to Steve's house for a while cuz he was kinda down and he ate Nutter Butter's like a depressed fat woman. It was hilarious. He got me thinking though. I like welled up thinking about leaving all my AMAZING friends behind....
#
posted by George |
11:54 PM
|
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
I am coming to realize that I had more faith in the American people than I should have. This honestly brings tears to my eyes. I've been crying and I don't even know what the result yet. I guess it's true what they say: we earned our government. God, this is so depressing. Don't the American people know what they are doing?
#
posted by George |
1:07 PM
|
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
bitch and moan, bitch and moan. That's all people every do now-a-days
#
posted by George |
12:02 AM
|
Monday, November 01, 2004
Man, it's Monday and I always forget to watch Everwood. Apparently it was a really good one tonight. I also didn't go to Young Life cuz I had to read for Bio, which i barely did, but oh well cuz I'm not gonns be in that class tomorrow. FIELD TRIP!! WOOO I love them. Art Museum with Studer to see the architecture??! Eh,.. So I got payed today and I do direct deposit where the money goes directly into your bank account without cashing a check and it's supposed to be put in there before the checks are given out..ya know to those who don't do direct deposit. Well, yeah, everyone got payed today and I definitely did not get the money in there. I am going tomorrow and bitching. This is ridiculous!! So, yes, as Laura stated in her blog, I did go to Subway tonight. It was only to retrieve me check stub and I just wound up staying for a while...that always happens. I have to stop going there. Grr..I have a 1,000 word essay due Friday. It'll be fine though cuz my mom helped me by explaining natural law versus common law. Ohh, I am soo nervous/excited about tomorrow (election day)!! I pray that Kerry will become our new president. Now, I'm not a huge, or even big fan of Kerry, but he is definitely the LESSER OF TWO EVILS!! It's so nerve racking though. It's also TAG night and we are watching the debates and dressing in clothes that are indicitive of our party affiliation. YAY! I love politics. Well, I am gonna go to bed or finish reading Things Fall Apart. Or maybe just listen to musica. Good night all...mama loves you
|
 |